Being ready for the ups and downs during recovery will hopefully help you navigate your alignment in a more positive way. Overall, reconstructive surgery is a hugely positive experience in one’s life. But in addition to having feelings of celebration about what’s to come, it’s important for us to touch a bit today on the possibility of a temporary feeling after surgery that is called “postoperative depression”. This melancholy is actually common after all types of surgery but warrants some special discussion for gender surgery.
Postoperative depression does not affect everyone, but when it happens it can be confusing. This is because people understandably think that emotions after surgery should be universally positive, but that is not always the case at first. There are a variety of reasons that sadness can occur after surgery; some reasons are physiological and metabolic, some are psychological, and some can even be from having too much time on one’s hands to ruminate about life’s challenges.
If one thinks about the natural world and how animals respond to injury, a period of postoperative depression makes sense. The body registers surgery as a type of ‘wounding’ from which it needs to recover. In the wild, when animals are wounded, they hunker down and hide in a cave or hidden area until they have recovered and are ready to brave the wild again. After surgery our emotions can kick in and tell us “it’s time to dramatically lower your energy output for a while so you can get better,” which we interpret as feelings of sadness and low motivation.
If feelings of postoperative depression occur to you, it’s important to note that these feelings tend to go away by the end of the second to third week of the recovery process, and then begin to be replaced by happiness and confidence.
Undergoing an elective procedure takes courage and it is important to have a strong support system in place to aid you through your recovery. The person or people caring for you should be warm, encouraging, and ideally not critical or afraid of the healing process as you will truly need their support during this time.
In the modern world, many people see a therapist on an ongoing basis. If you are currently seeing a therapist as part of your support system, then it is a very good idea to plan a session about 7-14 days after your surgery date, in case symptoms of postoperative depression occur to you. Even though these feelings are transient, it can be really helpful to talk about them.
Below are some timelines to further explain what you may experience post-surgery:
This diagram will help you understand the timeline and pace of healing’s progress.
Many patients ask when the swelling will go away. This curve will help you understand that gradual process.